Tuesday, July 1
K. It's for sure. I'm going to Valley Fair with Brent Saturday. Woo.
+Anxoius
+Depressed
+Emo
+Helpless
+Hopeless
+Sad
+Selfconsious
+Unconfident
+Worried
^ My list of depressed feelings. And for extra lameness, in Alphabetical order. Woo.
o===ll>>>>>>>>>>>>>> <-------Look it's a sword. For cutting or stabbing. or chopping up squid.
I had a dream I was chopping up this big slimey block of squid. It looked like spam. It was late, like 1 in the morning or something. My mom walked in the kitchen and was all yelley and like "Get back into bed now!!1!!!1" and then I went back to my room, abandoning my wonderful chopped up block of squid. Then she was talking about how to punish me (for being up chopping squid so late) with my dad, who was in his couch bed in the living room, and I was trying to listen at the door of my room, but then I went back to bed.
And then I dreamed that I was reading this Wizarding Tabloid that did a story with rumors about Harry and Hermione, and then Harry and Cho. The page was split in half, H.G. on the left side and C.C. on the right. Then below big pics of them it had the rumors about both and their going out with H.P. I could read every word of the article, it was written in this fancy old fashioned handwriting, and this voice in my head read it aloud while I read it on paper. It's a damn shame I forgot what it said...
I'm afraid of the future. I'm afraid of current relationships with friends and family, and how they will change in the future. Not just, years from now, but months from now. This is, what I have deduced to be, my Sadness. It's always there. When will it go away?
I wanna shrink.
Tut's all for now.
:D
+Anxoius
+Depressed
+Emo
+Helpless
+Hopeless
+Sad
+Selfconsious
+Unconfident
+Worried
^ My list of depressed feelings. And for extra lameness, in Alphabetical order. Woo.
o===ll>>>>>>>>>>>>>> <-------Look it's a sword. For cutting or stabbing. or chopping up squid.
I had a dream I was chopping up this big slimey block of squid. It looked like spam. It was late, like 1 in the morning or something. My mom walked in the kitchen and was all yelley and like "Get back into bed now!!1!!!1" and then I went back to my room, abandoning my wonderful chopped up block of squid. Then she was talking about how to punish me (for being up chopping squid so late) with my dad, who was in his couch bed in the living room, and I was trying to listen at the door of my room, but then I went back to bed.
And then I dreamed that I was reading this Wizarding Tabloid that did a story with rumors about Harry and Hermione, and then Harry and Cho. The page was split in half, H.G. on the left side and C.C. on the right. Then below big pics of them it had the rumors about both and their going out with H.P. I could read every word of the article, it was written in this fancy old fashioned handwriting, and this voice in my head read it aloud while I read it on paper. It's a damn shame I forgot what it said...
I'm afraid of the future. I'm afraid of current relationships with friends and family, and how they will change in the future. Not just, years from now, but months from now. This is, what I have deduced to be, my Sadness. It's always there. When will it go away?
I wanna shrink.
Tut's all for now.
:D
# posted by Alyssa : 12:11 PM
